I have grown to become heartless. I'm uncertain if its good or bad but, I know it will benefit me. It always had. I know it would do myself a favor and save me from sleepless, heartbroken nights in the long run. But I just can't help but wonder how it feels like to fall on a pithole and be vulnerable once more.


"Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let the pain make you hate. Do not let bitterness steal your sweetness. Take pride that even though the rest of the world may disagree, you still believe it to be a beautiful place."


I wish I could be soft. I shouldn't have let the world make me hard nor let the pain make me hate. I should have kept my sweetness instead of having bitterness take over it. And how I wish I have the strength to believe that there is still beauty somewhere longing to be found.